kěshì， tā hái ài zhe tā。
可是，她还爱着他。
However, She was still in love with him.
tā xiǎng hèn tā。 kě yuè zhèyàng xiǎng， jiù yuè xiǎng
kū。
她想恨他。可越这样想，就越想哭。
She wanted to hate him. Yet the more she was trying, the more she wanted to cry.
tā yòng shǒu dǎngzhù liǎn， bù ràng huǒchē shàng de
rén kànjiàn tā kū。
她用手挡住脸，不让火车上的人看见她哭。
She used her hands to cover her face, so that people on the train won’t see her cry.
zhè shí ， shǒu jī xiǎng le 。
这 时 ， 手 机 响 了 。
At that time, her cell phone rang.
nà shì tā de hào mǎ 。 。 。
那 是 他 的 号 码 。 。 。
That’s his number…
tā ná qǐ shǒu jī ， méi yǒu shuō huà 。
她 拿 起 手 机 ， 没 有 说 话 。
She picked up the call, but didn’t say anything.
” xīn， hèn wǒ ma?” tā wèn tā.
“莘，恨我吗?” 他问她.
“Xin, do you hate me?” He asked her.
tā xiǎng shuō shìde， kě tā rěn zhù le。
她想说是的，可她忍住了。
She wanted to say yes, but she hold it back.
” hèn wǒ ba。。。 zhǐyào nǐ hái néng xiǎng zhe wǒ。。
。 hèn wǒ wǒ yě xìngfú。。。”
“恨我吧。。。只要你还能想着我。。。恨我我也幸福。。。”
“Hate me … if only you can think about me … even if you hate me I still feel happy …”
tā de yǎnjing yòu shī le。。。
她的眼睛又湿了。。。
Her eyes went wet again …
” xīn， gàosu wǒ, nǐ shuō” fēnshǒu” shì rènzhēn de，
háishi qì huà?”
“莘，告诉我, 你说”分手”是认真的，还是气话?”
“Xin, tell me, when you said ‘break up’, were you serious? Or, it was just angry word?”
tā xiǎng shuō shì qì huà， kě tā huídá” wǒ shì rènzhēn
de， nǐ bù yě shì ma?”
她想说是气话，可她回答: “我是认真的，你不也是吗?”
She wanted to say it’s just angry words, but she answered:” I was serious, weren’t you?”
” wǒ?” nánrén dùn le yīxià。” wǒ shuō” fēnshǒu” shì
yīnwèi xíguàn。 nǐ zhīdào de。。。”
“我?”男人顿了一下。”我说’分手’是因为习惯。你知道的。。。”
“Me?” The man paused for a little while. “I said ‘break up’ due to a habit. You know that …”
” xíguàn?!” nǚren hěn shēngqì。
“习惯?!” 女人很生气。
“Habit?!” The woman was getting very angry.
